IT'S NOT SAFE ANYMORE :(

My blog is no longer the safest place to post anything I want.
I'm thinking of making a new one.
For those who wants to follow me, ask me personally for the website k..
Thanks for viewing my blog.. :)

W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R!

That's fine for me when people are looking down on me.
Keep doing it as lond as you're happy. My life is not in your hand but in God's hand. The way you act, the way you treat me is like treating your enemy. So, WHO CARES! Okay?! Hahaha! See! I'm happier now. :)

CUTI! CUTI! CUTI!

SELAMAT ARI GAWAI.
Gayu guru,
Gerai nyamai.

Pulau Manukan - City of Love

St. Faith 40th Anniversary Celebration at Four Points by Sheraton

PENGALAMANKU MENYERTAI PERKHEMAHAN TAMAN LAUT PERINGKAT SEKOLAH MENENGAH DI PULAU MANUKAN ( 2009 )

DOWN ON YOU by Tokio Hotel

Can I Drive You Home
Can I Crash into Your Life
Can You Fix My Soul
Can You Break My Heart Tonight

Some angels don't cry
and We Are and We Are
just the two of them
And We're Falling Through The Sky
into night

Refrain:

I get down on you, get down on you
Blessing Kisses Waiting
I get down on you, get down on you
Cold room,wishes Fading

Run Until Your Arms Drop
Dreams, Fits a Point of View
I Get DOWN, DOWN, DOWN to Get up on You
I Get DOWN ON YOU, Get Down On You

I'm Gonna Fill You Up With My Emptiness (Tonight)
- Can I Hold Your Head, as We Slip Into the Light

because angels fall down
and we are and we are
just two damaged souls
But it's Heaven Where we Lie
into night

Refrain:

I get down on you, get down on you
Blessing Kisses Waiting
I get down on you, get down on you
Cold room,wishes Fading

Run Until Your Arms Drop
Dreams, Fits a Point of View
I Get DOWN, DOWN, DOWN to Get up on You
I Get DOWN ON YOU, Get Down On You

We Are, We Are - Angels

ANGELS DON'T CRY and We Are and We Are
Two Souls Collide and We Are and We Are
Come Into My . . .

I get down on you, get down on you
Blessing Kisses Waiting
I get down on you, get down on you
Cold room,wishes Fading

Run Until Your Arms Drop
Dreams, Fits a Point of View
I Get DOWN, DOWN, DOWN to Get up on You
I Get DOWN ON YOU, Get Down On You

Can I Drive You Home
Can I Crash into Your Life -
Can You Fix My Fall -
Can You Break My Heart Tonight

SPRING NICHT by Tokio Hotel

THAT DAY by Tokio Hotel

Rain falls, it don't touch the ground
I can recall an empty house
You say I'm fixed but I still feel broken, broken

Lights on, lights off, nothin' works
I'm cool, I'm great, I'm a jerk
I feed myself lies with words left unspoken
Gonna be okay, gonna be okay, one day, one day

That day never came, that day never comes
I'm not lettin' go, I keep hangin' on
Everybody says that time heals the pain
I've been waitin' forever, that day never came

You said I'd be comin' home
They said he's fine left alone
The screams in my mind
I keep them a secret, a secret

Doctors and your promises
Psychics, healers, I've seen the best
Whatever they sell, sure know how to deal it
Gonna be okay, gonna be okay, one day, one day

That day never came, that day never comes
I'm not lettin' go, I keep hangin' on
Everybody says that time heals the pain
I've been waitin' forever, that day never came

Gonna be okay, gonna be okay, one day

That day never came, that day never comes
I'm not lettin' go, I keep hangin' on
Everybody says that time heals the pain
I've been waitin' forever, that day never came
That day never came

1000 OCEANS by Tokio Hotel

WORLD BEHIND MY WALL by Tokio Hotel

AUTOMATIC by Tokio Hotel

IN YOUR SHADOW by Tokio Hotel

I hate my life.
I can't sit still
for one more single day.
I've been here waiting
for something to live and die for...
Let's run and hide.

Out of touch.
Out of time.
Just get lost without a sign.
As long as you stay by my side--

In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
In your shadow I can shine..
Shine...

You see my soul. (Soul, soul...)
I'm a nightmare.
Out of control, I'm crashin'--

into the dark,
back to the room.
Into the world
of our cocoon.

You're the sun and
I am the moon.

In your shadow I can shine~
In your shadow I can shine~
In your shadow I can shine~
Shine~

Don't let go-oh-oh-oh--
Oh, no,
Don't you know?

In your shadow I can shine~
(Don't you know..?)
In your shadow I can shine~
(Don't you know..?)
In your shadow I can shine~
(Don't you know..?)

Shine! Shine! Shine!

In your shadow I can shine~
(Don't you know..?)
In your shadow I can shine~
(Don't you know..?)
In your shadow I can shine~
(Don't you know..?)

Shine! Shine! Shine!

In your shadow I can shine...

DOGS UNLEASHED by Tokio Hotel

Don't wanna run on your command
Don't wanna keep on coming back
Don't wanna swallow all your lies
Wanna feel alive

Don't wanna hold on to your truth
Don't wanna keep on lovin' you
Don't wanna look through jaded eyes
Wanna feel alive

We are dogs unleashed
(You and I)
We are dogs unleashed
(You and I)

We are dogs unleashed, out of control
Full of dreams, nobody knows
Unleashed, dyin' to escape
We don't wanna suffocate

We are dogs unleashed
We are dogs unleashed
We are dogs unleashed
Tonight, tonight

We gonna scratch, we gonna bite
We turn your game into a fight
We're howlin' to the moon at night
Tonight

We are dogs unleashed
(You and I)
We are dogs unleashed
(You and I)

We are dogs unleashed, out of control
Full of dreams, nobody knows
Unleashed, dyin' to escape
We don't wanna suffocate

We are dogs unleashed
We are dogs unleashed
We are dogs unleashed

Touch me, treat me, love me, feed me
Touch me, treat me, love me, feed me
(Dogs unleashed, we are dogs unleashed, dogs unleashed)
Touch me, treat me, love me, feed me
(Dogs unleashed, we are dogs unleashed, dogs unleashed)

Tonight, we are dogs unleashed, out of control
(We are dogs unleashed)
Full of dreams, nobody knows
Unleashed, dyin' to escape
(We are dogs unleashed)
We don't wanna suffocate

We are dogs unleashed
(Treat me)
We are dogs unleashed
(Feed me)
We are dogs unleashed
Tonight, tonight

Mengapa harus jadi begini?

Kenapa hidupku begitu menyedihkan?
Aku seperti menumpang kebahagiaan orang lain.
Aku pernah mempunyai kebahagiaan sendiri tetapi ia hanya sementara.
Kebahagiaanku telah dirampas seseorang yang baru mulakan hubungannya bersama kami. Apa salah yang pernah ku lakukan sehingga dia sangat membencikan diriku?
Selepas aku mengundurkan diri dari persahabatan itu, aku telah mulakan hidupku yang baru dan menyertai kumpulan rakanku yang lain.
Sejujurnya ingin ku katakan di sini, aku sangat gembira pabila bersama mereka. Malahan, pabila bersama mereka, aku baru merasakan kebahagiaan.
Daripada mereka, aku belajar erti persahabatan.
Mereka banyak membantu ku dalam semua perkara.
Tapi, kekadang aku juga rasa tersisih dan terpinggir.
Mungkin itu hanya perasaan ku.
Kekadang aku hanya bertindak mengikut perasaan dan langsung tidak memikirkan perasaan orang lain.
Jika terdapat perbuatan ku yang kurang menyenangkan semua, inginku memohon beribu-ribu ampun.
Akhir kata, semoga Tuhan merahmati anda semua. :)

Love, ANN MARIE KAULITZ <3

ATTENTION by Tokio Hotel

I'm trying to tell you
I'm trying to know you
I'm dying to show you
Fighting to get you

Soon as you got me
You go and drop me
It's cruel when you burn me
I love how you hurt me

Oh no, I'll never let you go
Oh no, I hate that I need you so

It's not what you said
It's the way you say it
It's not what you did
It's the way you do it
Sick and tired of needing your attention
I chose to be lonely than live without your
Attention

I scatch your sweet name
Right into my skin
You left me bleeding
But I couldn't give in

I swallowed all the poison to get infected
Give back my heart that you body rejected

Oh no, I'll never let you go
Oh no, I hate that I need you so

It's not what you said
It's the way you say it
It's not what you did
It's the way you do it
Sick and tired of needing your attention
I chose to be lonely than live without your
Attention

I'm standing in the pain
That's smothering me
It's more becoming my own blood
Why can't you see?
That I'm starving for your love
And I need attention
Or I'm gonna die

It's not what you said
It's the way you say it
It's not what you did
It's the way you do it
Sick and tired of needing your attention
I chose to be lonely than live without your
Attention

SCREAMIN' by Tokio Hotel

I've never seen anything else
Quite like you
You look at me vacantly empty
Just stare right through

I'm such a sad, sad sight
It's such a cold, cold night

I'm screaming on the top of the world
Can you hear me
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Can you hear me
Don't you know that
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Don't you feel me

I'll scream till I'm bleeding
And I will crush through the ceiling
No you don't know
What I'm feeling
And that I'm dying
Trying, trying

Can you hear me
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Can you hear me

I've analized everything, Anything
That you do
I am physically, mentally over obsessed with you

I'm such a sad, sad sight
It's such a cold, cold night

I'm screaming on the top of the world
Can you hear me
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Can you hear me
Don't you know that
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Don't you feel me

I'll scream till I'm bleeding
And I will crush through the ceiling
No you don't know
What I'm feeling
And that I'm dying
Trying, trying

Can you hear me
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Can you hear me

And I'm so close
To what I've dreamed of
But it hurts so
Yeah it hurts so

I'm screamin on the top of the world
But I don't think I can be heard
By you, you
Could it be you never will
Could it be I have to kill
This dream that makes me I'll

I'm screaming on the top of the world
Can you hear me
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Can you hear me
Don't you know that
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Don't you feel me

I'll scream till I'm bleeding
And I will crush through the ceiling
No you don't know
What I'm feeling
And that I'm dying
Trying, trying

Can you hear me
I'm screamin from the top of the world
Can you hear me

IT"S OVER!

Yay! Exam is OVER! but still we have two more exams to come. Then, SPM! Argh.. Stress.. Result gik kena tunggu.. hmmmp.. lalala... TOKIO HOTEL ROCKS! muah Tokio Hotel!

Mungkin ini memang lumrah hidupku

Aku hanya hidup dengan menumpang kegembiraan orang lain.

Di luar hanya boleh melihat kegembiraanku, tetapi di dalam hatiku hanya penuh kesedihan dan keseksaan.

Ingin sekali aku melalui hidupku dengan penuh kegembiraan tak kira di luar atau di dalam. Aku hanya bersabar.

Dan melihat sejauh mana dapat ku menempuh kesedihan ini.

KEEP ROCKING WITH TOKIO HOTEL!

THE WORLD BEHIND MY WORLD

It's raining today

the blinds are shut is alwys the same

i played all the games that they play

but they made me insane

Life's on TV

it's random it means nothing to me

i'm writing down what i cannot see

wanna wake up in a dream

(Chorus)

Ohh..ohh...

they telling me it's beautiful

i believe them but will i ever know

the world behind my world

ohh..ohh..

the sun will shine like never before

one day i will be ready to go

to see he world behind my world

Trains in the sky

are travelling through fragments of time

they're taking me to parts of mind

that no one can find

I'm ready to fall

i'm ready to crawl on my knees to know it all

i'm ready to heal

i'm ready to feel

repeat (Chorus)

Take me there (3x)

repeat (Chorus)

finish! :)

Konsert Tokio Hotel di Malaysia

1 Mei 2010, Tokio Hotel telah datang ke Malaysia untuk mengadakan konsert buat pertama kalinya di Malaysia. Tokio Hotel merupakan sebuah kumpulan artis yang berasal dari Jerman. Mereka terdiri daripada adik-beradik kembar iaitu Bill Kaulitz, Tom Kaulitz dan Georg Listing serta Gustav. Mereka telah datang ke Malaysia untuk melancarkan album terbaru mereka yang berjudul "HUMANOID". Lagu popular mereka yang sedang hangat dimainkan di radio sekarang adalah "AUTOMATIC". Mudah-mudahan, mereka akan dapat datang ke Malaysia untuk kali keduanya.

Perasaan ku

2 minggu yang lalu, malang tidak berbau bagiku.

KENAPA??

Aku berkata sedemikian kerana telah terjadi suatu perkara yang sangat tidak diingini.

Aku telah kehilangan dua insan yang sangat aku sayangi dan ku cintai.

Malangnya, aku kehilangan mereka berdua dalam masa yang sama.

Tidak dapat aku nafikan, kejadian ini berlaku disebabkan kesalahan ku sendiri.

Aku yang terlalu tamakkan kasih sayang.

Aku juga telah kehilangan kepercayaan daripada mereka berdua.

Walaupun telah ku pohon maaf beberapa kali, aku dapat rasakan yang mereka masih sukar untuk maafkan aku.

Kini, aku hanya menunggu masa untuk mereka menerima aku kembali dalam hidup mereka dan juga maafkan aku.

Di saat itulah, akan aku jaga sebaik-baiknya hubungan kami itu.

Akhir sekali, ingin ku katakan, aku rindukan kamu. Maafkan aku dan kembalilah.. :'(